Sep 282005

Kiah and I broke up for good. I kinda indicated it with my emo picture a few posts ago, but I really wasn’t in the mood to explain it to people who didnt already know. It was basically mutual, and rather tough to do, but the right thing in the end. The reasons were relatively simple: We weren’t cut out for it, we fought to much, we weren’t happy, my heart was in the distance, and it was affecting our schooling. So, a day before she left for LA, we had our last day together. We spent close to $100 on a brilliant Sushi dinner, in fond rememberance of things I suppose. It was nice. Now I’m just working on myself. Conflicting thoughts and feelings are strange. I also have to work out how polar my days are. I’m either surrounded by people who are coming and going, or alone basically, exceptions being the few people I know at school and the times when the other roomates are just hanging out. Does that make sense? It’s weird. I definitely don’t have as many friends as I would like, which complicates life when there are times when you just want to talk to people. I feel like I’m re-hashing all of the beginning of the last school year, but its really happening this time. We aren’t getting back together, and we both know it.

Time for a new paragraph, that was running on. Anyways, things are strange. I’ll work it out though. I definitely plan on spending some quality time with my new camera… it should come tommorow. It’s not quite a loving girlfriend, but it should be plenty distracting. I have tickets for shows too to keep me occupied, Derek and I are gonna go to the Cruxshadows, plus 2 tickets for Bauhaus near the end of October. But then again, I won’t be distracted all the time, and thats always when the sadness seems to hit… Its tough too, inner emotions tend to make me more quiet around people I don’t know, and I’m sure I come across as severely introverted to people when I shouldn’t… Damn, I’m losing the drive to ramble! This is the most I’ve said on my livejournal for a long time. Anyways, thats all…

The Summary of all that stuff: Girl gone. Man get sad. Lonely. Sun warm. New toy. Man work on things, make life better. Everything good soon.

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Sep 262005

I forgot to set my alarm last night, so I missed class, and there I was sitting bored in my room, tired of reading my ecology book….. and I sort of jumped the gun….

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Sep 232005

A 4am wakeup call to study genetics? Surprisingly this is the least bothersome part of my day…

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Sep 162005

Damnit…. I stumped Yahoo tech support when I told them wouldnt load, but Http:// would. So they reset the zone files and did some other hijinks… it fuckers my site for 24 hours, but after that everything should be groovy…

Gonna rent Firefly tommorow in prep for the movie extravaganza on the 30th! Woohoo!

 Posted by at 12:42 am
Sep 142005

Today was quite an interesting day, in a sort of mellow way. I spent every free moment pouring over my scientific journal assignment (on a topic you most certainly could care less about), and then, had to switch over to romantic shakespeare mode for an hour. Talk about a switch. Afterwards? Back to science mode…. craziness… All the world is but cardiomycetic tissue, and all the people travelling ions.

 Posted by at 2:58 pm
Sep 072005

Why? A list if you will…

1. Kiah and I are going to see Garbage on Saturday. Groovy.

2. I got a new pair of shoes from New Balance, and they fit perfect. Thank the gods for Wide sizes! Groovy.

3. (The one that has me all hot and bothered right now) …… I just bought Bauhaus tickets for October! Peter Murphy is bringing the kids together for a tour, and I’m going!!!! They were a tad expensive, but who cares… they don’t tend to tour very often…. I think the last time they were together was 7 years ago? Anyways. Yes, Bauhaus!!!!

Well, I have to get ready for school now, but lemme tell you, I’m doin it dancin!

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