Another day in the life of me!!

One of my teachers brought up a curious point to me today. Should women stop wearing revealing clothing in order to raise themselves above the position of sexual objects and into equality with males? I pondered this for a while, and at first I disagreed. I would never treat anyone as a sexual object. But then again, this has nothing to do with me, it belongs to the majority, a majority in which I have never been included in. Do males most males treat women as sexual objects, and women only provoke it by style of dress? I just cannot be sure on this. I’m going to have to give it some more thought.

I’m thinking I may goto San Francisco over the weekend, possibly. I feel like having some fun this weekend, I’m just not sure how…..

Have you ever had the feeling that you just had an amazing moment that will make the rest of your day (possibly week) better? I had one just now, but I cannot remember what it involved? What just happened to me that made me feel good? Anyone? Anyone?

Ahh yes, time to put a little wrap up on my weekend with some choice words.

Saturday
I woke up, and lazed around for several hours. Didn’t get any homework done, wrote off a few e-mails, floated back to bed more than once, played Gran Turismo 3 for an hour or so, then joined Derek, Chrisk, and little Krak (Richard) for a trip to Santa Rosa. We parked in the mall parking lot, and went over to Santa Rosa Billiards for some pool, again (like Friday night). We played for 2 hours and I was awful. I think I made in like 6 balls the whole night. Derek had to pick up my slack, but my jokes were on par with the stupidity of the evening, so that was good. We eventually left and attacked a curb near Jesse Jeans with the Impala (it was actually an almost failed turn), that was pretty amsuing. After some more driving we made it back to Healdsburg, and we went to the house of a guy named Nate. There were close to 50 people there, all for some form of underground boxing. It reminded me of a very panzy version of fight club, with a ring, and boxing gloves. Chrisk fought someone and lost. Marc fought someone and got brutalized (poor Marc), and Chico kicked some guys butt. There were some other fights, and they were fun to watch, but I was torn. The whole event caused many moral qualms inside me. First off, besides there being like way to many people there that I don’t like, it was a very violent and mental assaulting affair. I hate being in places where people call others “pussy” every two words. It was like brutal drunk male night or something. To much testosterone and blood for me, and way to many awful people. I feel more comfortable when at E-warrior, or even some party with complete strangers. Oh well, it was an experience I had not yet had.

Sunday
I woke up far to early, sent some E-mails, did some browsing and downloading, then realized how freezing cold it was. I mean, it was cold. I was wearing naught but boxers, and wholy crap, I suddenly realized I was shivering and had goosebumps. You see what a computer does to me? I could ignore a nuclear winter if I had enough interesting computer material on my screen. Anyways, I retreated to my bed yelping. Once safely beneath my blanket, I called Matt, arranged a movie at 2:30, and fell asleep till 2. That added another 4 hours to my total sleep that night, a most successful nap. I took a shower, came out, got dressed, and then Matt instantly showed up. Perfect timing. We drove hastily to the Roxy, and when buying tickets they carded Matt and not me. I had to laugh at him for that. Good thing though, Matt Carries (haha get it, Matt CARRYs !!?) I.D. and I don’t. We saw The Salton Sea. It’s star was Val Kilmer, and it was very very good. Matt described it as Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, only more serious. Cassidy didn’t come, and he would have loved it. It was sad, funny, and brutal all at once. There was a guy without a nose that was really strange. There were some evil cops, some nice cops, there were many drug jokes, and a really sad scene where his wife is murdered. I won’t say anymore though. If Spiderman wasn’t coming out this weekend I’d go see it again so I could grok it more fully. Ahh yes, Spiderman this weekend. Friday in fact. I think I’m going to go pre-buy tickets for Friday on Tuesday. Spider-Man will be sooo cool. I hope Stan Lee makes some sort of cameo, that would be sweet!

I just found out Ben will be returning in time for my birthday. I’m not sure what is going to happen that night, but I want to get everyone to a certain place at a certain time for all kinds of merriment. As soon as I figure it out I’m going to tell everyone. We could totally swamp a resteraunt or something, that would rule! To bad I can’t send my parents to Disneyland for a week and throw myself a birthday party, that would rock. Who has an empty house in 2 weeks? Anyone? Anyone? OOOH Wait!!! Ice Skating would be so sweet! I haven’t been Ice skating in like 6 years. I dunno how that thought came into my head, but I really really like it. Hmm, I will ponder this. Veryvery excellent indeed.

Anyways, back to my homework. School tommorow and what not!

It’s about time for me to Go!!! Everyone who isn’t coming, you’ve either given me a valid excuse,you live way far away, I didn’t invite you in time for you to get work off, or you suck. Which one is you? Hmm that might have been to say, but some people are being really dumb and not coming. Like I really care whether or not you don’t like “so and so,” how does that affect you coming to MY birthday party eh? Obviously you don’t care about me enough if someone else makes you not want to come.

Haha, Disney music is sooo sweet. My little sister with the help of my big sister downloaded like every song from every Disney cartoon, and now I’m listening to them all. The little mermaid songs are the best, I love Sebastian’s voice!

I was going to go to the DMV today, but instead I’ll do it tommorow and do my homework today. Hmm, mother’s day was neat. I bought a card at Carlton Cards, then brought it to my mother at Raley’s. She was very pleased with me. Then I went and turned in my application at Chevy’s, but I didn’t get to talk to a manager so I’m going to call in later as a sort of “follow-up” to my application as my dad reccomended.

I hope this week ends swiftly. I’m going to enjoy Star Wars wednesday night, but after that, this weekend is useless. I really think I’d like to go to prom, but I don’t think I will. It’s that simple. Maybe I will, maybe I won’t. Hmm……

There’s this really neat old guy I’ve gotten to know at work the last couple of weeks. He comes in and eats all the time. He’s at least 70 years old, he’s in a wheelchair, and his name is Ray. He’s so great. He always sits at one of my tables, and talks to me all the time. 3 days ago he asked me what the name of my favorite band was, and I replied with blind Guardian. Just yesterday he came in and he was talking to me about how he’s going to try and find some Blind Guardian and listen to them. The funny thing is I actually believe him. I can’t even imagine this really cool old guy listening to German Heavy Metal. That mental picture alone causes me to respect him greatly. I want to be like him when I’m old

** I must interject here that I really respect Twisted Sister, I used to think they were funny, but their lead singer was/is (?) highly intelligent. I read how he defeneded his band in court against Tipper Gore’s stupid music crusade, and he did an excellent job. Therefore, Twisted Sister = cool **

I may have mentioned this before, but Disney music from the cartoons is cool. Especially the Little Mermaid songs, because Sebastian the crab is very cool.

Tonight is the prom, and neither myself or Cassidy or Chrism is going. We might go see a movie late tonight, or go shopping, or I might just read and play Magic…. who knows

I took the road, that brought me to your hometown!

I ended up yesterday at Electronic Warrior, it was amusing. I played CounterStrike as usual, held my own against everyone, and enjoyed myself again. (Wouldn’t you know I leave my house to get away from my computer, and end up on another computer)

I took the bus, to streets that I could walk down !

I had a good ride to SR, and I had the most frightening/amazing street race yet.

I walked the streets, to find the one I’ve looked for!

What happened was, I was at the Mendo intersection next to Taco Bell, and this black Acura that sounded modified pulls up next to me with 2 guys. They started hooting and reving and what not.

I climb the stair that led me to your front door!

I just smiled, and nodded. I always stay calm when I know I’m about to race. Very silent. It makes it that much better when I win.

I’ll do my best to the best I can!

So then, light turns green, and this freakin mini-van runs the red light right into my lan, and I almost accelerate into it. I was PISSED. Running red lights is dangerous people!!! Don’t do it!!

Yea I’ll do my best to the best I can

So the Acura is gone like a rocket. I yanked into the lane they were in, passed the retarded mini-van, got back into my lane, and started going way to fast. I hit my power-band (8k Rpms), and now I really was a rocket.

To keep my feet from jumpin from the ground dear!

I blasted past the Acura way to fast, the driver had this shocked look, he figured he’d won. I never give up so easily.

To keep my heart from jumpin through my mouth dear!

The cars ahead of me lined up so perfectly then, it was magic. I weaved into each lane at least 3 times passing about 7 more cars, and the Acura could only attempt to keep passing these cars as I shot towars the Adels/Penzoil intersection on Mendo.

To keep the past, the past and not the present!

Boom, brakes on, I win. The Acura pulls up next today, and they were hollowing in joy. It was obvious they had as much fun as me. We revelled in our craziness, respects were passed back and forth, then the light turned green, and we split.

To try and learn, when you teach me a lesson!

It’s really hard to understand why people race until you try it . Time slows down, everything becomes reaction and thought together in unison. You act, and your surroundings react. Nothing applies but your racing. You forget why you felt so bad earlier today, or that you stubbed your toe and it aches. All you can think about is how you’re going to stay ahead of your opponent. It’s so excellent. I’m so bad for doing it though…. I feel so awful….

I’m on my way, to what I want from this world!

And years from now, we’ll make it to the next world!

I’ve never really been one of those people who’s really into cars, or big mechanical things. I like computers. But when you can do it, and do it well. It sucks you in.

I’m on my way……. I’m on my way…… I’m on my way……

Ben, and Marc, you 2 know how I feel, you fools race all the time. You can’t get those thrills anywhere else. I really hope I never make a mistake though, and I hope I get my senses back before I do it so much that I really get hurt…. time will tell…..

So, since I’m bored, and cold, and waiting for tater-tots to cook, and my toast to toast… and the butter to soften, and xena to come on tv. All my friends want me to go to the beach, but its frocking cold, I’d rather stay in I think.

So, in leiu (or liu? or liue? bah, whatever) of this, and nothing to really talk about, I’m going to list all the bands I’ve seen live, and how many times I’ve seen them! yay!!

Here we go (the X’s mean # of times seen)

Metallica – X
Korn – X
Kid Rock – X
Powerman 5000 – X
Taproot – X
Nonpoint – X
Drowning pool – X
The union underground – X
Disturbed – X
Papa Roach – X
Crazy Town – X (eww!!)
Mudvayne – XX (Ewww again, i despise this band)
Slipknot – XX (Again, this band is crap)
Godhead – X
Zakk Wylde’s Black Label Society – X
Marilyn Manson – X
Black Sabbath – X
Linkin Park – XXX (yay 3 times, LP rawks!)
Rammstein – X (HELL YEA, RAMMSTEIN #2 on my top 5, they RULE!!)
System of a Down – XX (soad rules live! totally!)
No One – X
Deadsy – X
Static X – X
Staind – X (i got to see the singer for Staind sing One step closer with Linkin park, it was soo cool)
Stone Temple Pilots – X
Megadeth – X (i got hurt at this one)
Endo – X
Black Crowes – X (they broke up, glad i saw them!)
Beachwood Sparks – X
Rob Zombie – X
The Damned – X
Bush – X
Default – X

hmmm, I might be missing some.. lemme think… oo i got it!

Alien Ant Farm – X
Sum 41 – X
AFI – X
That one band who sings blurry and slap my ass song – X
POD – X
Jane’s Addiction – X (this concert was soooo amazingly cool)

I think thats it…. Now for DJ’s

Rave DJ’s :
Donald Glaude – XX
Joey Mazzola – XXXX
Mars & Mystre – X
Thomas Trouble – XX
DJ Denise – X
Madame Mercury – X
Bad Boy Bill – X
Tom Slik – XX
Dyloot – XXX
Alain Octavo – XX
The other Octavo person – X
Christopher Lawrence – X
Bazooka Joe – XXX
St. John – XX
Simon Apex – X
Jesse Gonzalez – X

And I’m sure there are like a billion more DJ’s I’ve seen to, raves are hard because they don’t announce whos coming on usually, it just changes, a different person sits down and gets groovin heeh… anyways, hope that was informative

Today at work, I was in pain. Several tables noticed me grimacing, and biting my lip, and making little squeeks of pain. It sucked alot, and now my arm hearts alot. But I won’t take pain meds, because I don’t like pain meds, and they never help.

I made my hair appointment for Friday, 3:00, how cool is that? I scheduled today, and he had room in 2 days. Sometimes things just work. It’s gonna cost me a whopping $90 though. It should look decent enough though, supposedly this guy at Daredevils and Queens is good. His name is Don Hawk. Cool name.

I watched Blade Runner, letterbox director’s cut, with the real ending. If you watch this movie, make sure it’s Director’s Cut, the other one has a different ending, that isn’t as good (it’s uplifting, untrue to the story).

I got an E-mail, the pants that I ordered ship tommorow. I wanna know when I get my plastic license from the DMV. I wanna see what I looked like 5 months ago when I took the picture. It was right before I cut my hair.

Watched Blade Runner, again. Going to watch it again tommorow, and once more on Sunday before I take it back. I love that movie, especially the end. I think I mentioned that? The guy who plays the android does it so well, you’d think he’d be this like stupid action movie loser, but he really does such a great job. I love Blade Runner.

I have this fixation with the Deadsy song “This Goodnight.” You may have noticed it showing up alot on my Now playing bar. It’s a really great song, and I only have like 15 mp3′s on my computer anyway since I re-formatted.

Right now I’m listening to the 5 Vampire songs from Queen of The Damned by Jonathan Davis friends:

David Draiman (Disturbed singer) – Forsaken —- Really Really cool song
Chester Bennington (Linkin Park singer) – System —– Why won’[t you die?
Jay Gordon (from Orgy, sooo cool) – Slept So Long —– I’ve killed a million petty souls, but I couldn’t kill you!
Wayne Static (static -x) – Not meant for Me —– Lonely and Fading! Heartbroken! waiting… for you to come!
Marilyn Manson – Redeemer —- This song makes me shiver, imagine MM as a vampire. spookey.

I really love how inventive this soundtrack was, and the guest singers are great. This by far is my favorite soundtrack

I broke down and bought a monitor. $129.99 + Tax, minus a $50 rebate for a cheapy 17″ screen at Best Buy. Not to shabby eh?

I was thinking of going and reading my friends lists, but 3 days is way to much writing to sit down and read.

This weekend so far has been crazy. Why? I kicked ass. I actually had ideas on fun things to do, and they actually worked. Pretty crazy eh?

Thursday – Started off slow, played pool with Derek and Jordan at Jordan’s house. We were joined by Marc. We decided to try and find this rave/club in SR and that didn’t work. So then, I had the idea (sort of stolen from Dan) of breaking bottles. Only I took it to the next level. I suggested breaking lots of bottles. I’m not much into being juvenil and breaking things, but breaking wine bottles is fun. My comrades doubted me at first, but I got Derek to park outside the hotel, and Jordan went with me into the dumpster area, and we took 2 crates of wine bottles I had placed there earlier when I was getting off work. We loaded these in Derek’s car, drove really fast, and threw them at road signs.

Yes we are : juvenile, immature, stupid, bad, and reckless.

But nobody can tell me they have ever had more fun than we had. Later that night we went back and reloaded, doubling the amount of bottles we took. We basically drained the glass bin at my work. Then, when we brought the crates back and a cop caught us, I was able to smooth it over very slick style. Working at the hotel is a plus when caught at the hotel

Friday night me and Derek couldn’t get a hold of anyone, and we didn’t want to join the already formed H.W.M. group of people (I’ll explain the H.W.M. concept someday), so We decided we would spend the whole night collecting people for absolutely no purpose at all. What a concept. First we went to Brian’s house, he got in the car. Next We went to La Pizza and got Necromagnet (AKA BEN), once he got off work, he got in the car. Then we called Joe Sapp, he met us at Longs, and got in the car. Then we drove to Cloverdale, to Robert Guinn’s work, and we decided to meet him at his house after he left work. So we went to Joe’s, and he played the guitar while we had a debate about Mac’s vs PC’s. This was stupid, and amusing, because we are all stubborn. We drove to Robert’s house, and he got in the car. Then we drove to Cassidy’s house, he had come home from Santa Cruz, and he got in the car. There are now 7 people in our 5 person SUV. We then drove to the Longs parking lot (for like the 5th time that night), and we met Jordan and Marc there. Group now = 9. This is a big group of friends. The funny thing is, it’s now 2 AM. The plan is a success!!! We had a large group of people and we weren’t going to do anything!!

After about 30 minutes of talking in the Long’s parking lot, Joe, Robbie, Bryan and myself hopped in Joe’s honda, and drove to Jack in the Box. I got an oreo shake. We talked, it was fun, we went home. Somehow, without doing a damn thing of normal interest, I had had alot of fun, and only spent $2.29 on a milk shake.

Now it’s Saturday, and at 4:35 I’m meeting someone at Roxy on the Square to see a movie. More on that later.

OH New friends to !!! Nakiwakare is the Jasper I have mentioned once or twice!! How cool!