I’m not sure, but somehow this morning I let everything get to me. I felt really depressed, and lonely, and just all around crappy all at once. Bleh. Why do I care so much? I need to stop, I need to wakeup, I need to smile, and I need to just let things happen normally. Blar! I mean really, you ever get to that point where you think to much, and thinking just brings you nowhere? I was having that problem at school for a while too… wait that sounds strange, I’ll explain..

*in Calculus we’ve been dealing alot with the concept of infinity. The problem with that is, thinking about infinity doesn’t really work, and should generally avoided. Otherwise, you do things like fall out of your chair, and get boggled way to easily. Infinity is a staggering concept, but you have to take it with a grain of salt, and if you do, it becomes easy to deal with, easy to think about. The same thing applies to:

*The second law of thermodynamics, which roughly states that every single transfer of energy creates more entropy (essentially chaos) in the universe. This means that everything you do makes the world a more chaotic place, and that some day all the order in the universe will have been used up, and the world will exist as nothing but chaos. Kind of a scary thought eh? The thing is, the more you think about an idea like this, the more depressing the world becomes… But the thing is, you really need to take a concept like this with a grain of salt, because, in the end, it will be millions/billions/trillions of years before all the order in the universe is lost, and thus is largely irrelevant to everything…

But now, the point of this little rant, is to use these examples in reference to my own head. There are things I need to stop thinking about, because in the end, what do my thoughts really serve? Certainly not my own interests. Instead, they do nothing but distract me from my life, confuse me, and prevent me from enjoying what’s happening here and now.

Wow, that was a little deeper than I usually go in a livejournal post, so if you just scanned it I don’t blame you, I probably didn’t make much sense anyway. I think the best course of action right now will be to listen to the Happy Happy Joy Joy song, and go to work feeling slightly goofy. TA!