IT’S MY BIRTHDAY AND I DONT FEEL LIKE CRYIN!!!!!

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It’s my 19th Birthday, and as you can see, I’m very pleased with myself for surviving this long!

Last night was my birthday party, at Continental Lanes in Santa Rosa, and I want to thank everyone who showed up…lets see if I can remember everyone…

Thank You: Brandon, Elyce, Joe, Derek, Matt, Anjie, Mariel, Caroline, Dan, Jasper, Lauren, Jennifer(my sister), Logan, Nate, Chrism….. hmm, was that it…. oh yes Robbie dropped by at one point…..I think thats all…..anyways….. Thanks for being there!!!! I felt really important and “self-inflated” as I said last night, but it’s my one day of the year for such feelings!!!!

Bowling was friggin awesome, I was friggin terrible! I’m sorry you weren’t able to come Cassidy, we’ll have to go again sometime with you so you can have the experience!

At the end of last night (about 3:15 am), I walked Caroline to her car, and we talked a bit. She feels we would be better as just friends, which is alright by me. It would have been fun to have been swept off into a whimsical summer romance, but fantasy and reality are seperated by a very distinct line . Shes a really great girl, and an excellent addition to the friends repetoire! Hehe, besides, it’s almost summer time and there are plenty of fish in the proverbial sea right?

Today I’m not really sure about my plans….. I know I’m going to go to my mothers tonight for my family birthday and a nice mothers day…. and I’m going to do my laundry….. I think this afternoon I’ll head over to Best Buy, scope out any good sales…. Return some videos….. who knows…. I feel really really great this morning though……..

OOOOH YEAH!!!! Tonight I’m going to dye my hair black with my sister’s assistance…. perhaps some before and after pictures are in order….. it’s gonna be schweet!!!!!!

Anyways…. I feel really really great. Though perhaps the lack of success with Caroline was not pleasing, everything happens for a reason…. and now I just feel great. I love my birthday, I really do! Perhaps the proximity to summertime is giving me extra energy or something……… I’m really looking forward to having a great time this summer…. w00t!!! So I’d better go now, I feel awake enough to not hurt myself in the shower now…… take care now!